Don't understand why is everything against me now? The things I want seems like will never happen. Things I don't want all happening 1 by 1. There are alot of things I know are not within my control but I'm really secretly fighting for what I want. I don't know how long it'll take but as long as I persevere I think I will succeed. Even Santa says so.
Saw some photos in FB, and felt upset over it. I shouldn't be but I just cannot help but feel upset. Everything is changing too quickly. I shouldn't have been so silly. Its not wrong to call me Silly Ger...really too damn silly...so big girl already still let my friends worry bout me, still 转牛角尖. I really have to stop being like this.
I know alot of people have misunderstnadings against me, but I don't really care. What rights do these people have to say me when they don't even know me well? I don't need fake people to act like they care when they don't really care. And friends who really care, I sincerely appreciate and thank you all from the bottom of my broken heart.
Am going drinking again if I'm not wrong tonight. I'm exhausted, not alcoholic. I don't care. I don't have a problem. You are the one with a problem. My problem is that you gave me my problem. I'm gonna eat my hearts out and forget all these!!
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