Today, is a day that I, for once felt that, I am very unhappy working in that place. All along, I thought that as long as I dun bother too much, dun interfere too much, nothing will happen. But I'm so so wrong. When it wants to come, it will find its way to u, no matter what.
Searching my conscience, i can say I've never did anything wrong to anyone there. I do my job, do my part to please the people, take the bad things myself. Never once did I tell people the bad things I took. But why do people have to push things the hard way? The more I ignore, the more they want to push. I did not want to bother. Just put on a smile and do what I should do. But they have to put pricks in their words and sentences, until I can only grip my heart and cry inside. Can only tell myself to 'tolerate girl...tolerate...'
What did I do wrong? To say things plainly, fuck it if u are no good. Dun be jealous or blame people for your 'lost'. In fact, when u still have it, treasure it. Your fucking jealousy will cause u to lose everything. Improve if u think u are no good, not blame others for being better than u.
I'm not interested in any of your boyfriends. I AM NOT INTERESTED. If u are so afraid, keep them at home, locked away in the safe box.
I have retreated enough. If u push further, I'm not going to give anymore face. I dun give a damn anymore. I have had my share of disgusted hurt and pain. I dun need anymore from anyone. I am fine and happy alone. So dun worry. I will not snatch. If I want to, U dun stand a chance AT ALL.
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